it should be 20th in Feb, I guess.
I just had a bizarre night; don’t you think so, dear reader?
I just decided where this heart goes to. Then what’s coming after me just like a burst of shocking light that beat me on and on. Without giving me any chance to take my breath.
Ain’t blaming anyone.
I take it as a bright pencil color in my little colorful life canvas. Ain’t blame my provocative-able friend, Ain’t blame you who give away my heart back to me, Ain't blame myself, I even ain't blame my dearest fella who has the biggest laugh.
What a feel in these days just like a roller coaster. It’s fun yet scary.
What I feel tonight is.. no I don’t feel anything.
I might be numb or jaded.
I’m now spending a night playing the same song in iTunes; Adele – melt my heart to stone.
Then I start to sing,
And I hear your words that I made up
You say my name like there could be an us
I best tidy up my head; I’m the only one in love
I’m the only one in love
its a nice song anyway..
Dear reader, don’t worry. My numb night won’t last forever. It might only a night or two.
So don’t worry.
And I won’t go to Balikpapan anyway. Im still here and im still there to ruin up your days. Just, be ready.
Whatever it would be, don’t stop lean your shoulder cause yours sooo comfie.
we're good, okay? :)